unspoken thoughts

just randoms~

ok2 feeling a little blue today. but seeing photos of friends (especially glace!) really can bring the smile back. i've just done a major spring cleaning of my room. found loads of photos (aaaa nostalgic jap) and my old collection of stamps (some of them go way back to the 1955!!) gosh! i guess i've been quite a nerd since, like, forever! haha! but anyway, just remembering all the good times is just as good as being in them.

but yelah, life has its ups and downs. you know, an idle mind is really not the best state you wanna be in. as for my bad times, i think i can attribute them to my bad decision making sometimes. options are there but picking the right decision to satisfy everything and everyone is obvious not my talent. and i think dat is why i'm afraid to start my second year.

i mean, sometimes i feel dat people think i don't deserve what i got. and i feel that they tend to ignore what i have done. ok, not dat i want the limelight, but an appreciation gesture would be good enough you know. well i guess dats what we are.

we don't appreciate it until its gone~

with so many expectations and challenges ahead, i guess i just have to go and do my best and redha with everything dat has been written in my fate.

whether i like it or not.

..tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui
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posted by || intan || @ 2:39:00 PM