unspoken thoughts

just randoms

penat gila dowh smpi i tak mampu nk stadi tonite.nk tido but nk tgu maghrib dulu so i thot of putting in some randoms here

how shud i say this.. ok i'm typing out of tiredness here.so entry kali ni might seem pelik sikit but anyway just deal with it. i've kept this to myself for so long that it keeps me out of focus sometimes. ok a lot of times.. whats up with dreams? yeah sure we heard a lot about them. but just nak tahu, maybe korang ada pendapat sendiri psl mimpi2 ni. up until recently i thot dreams are just mainan syaitan or something dlm tido kita (kalo tak ambik wudhu etc. hehe btul ke? enlightened me plz? )

but then recently i had a dream about me collecting honey from a bees hive. i dunno why but it was like dat. and sekejap je mimpi tu.i was collecting honey sampai the honey comb cabut2 semua tu. thats all i can remember. then i think a few days after dat, a fren of mine, his status kat ym pasal this lebah and honey and org2 beriman. tak ingat the exact words but it was basically psl org2 beriman ni bagaikan lebah, membuat sesuatu yg suci (honey), mengeluarkan yg suci kat tmpt yg suci (honey comb?)

i dunno.mngkin Allah nk uji sejauh mane keimanan hambaNya ini.i know i'm not a good person and i'm trying to be one. and alhamdulilah in the process i feel that my life now is so much calmer despite this hectic life.

but then again, there lotsa things happening around me and to me that sometimes i feel like Allah nk tunjukkan something.i keep telling myself dat Allah knows best. and indeed it has always been like that if i look back at my life years earlier. just a reminder to myself: yakin janji Allah itu benar...

ok so theres some of the things that are on my mind. ada lagi a few more stuff which makes me asek tertanya2 je,but i tak larat sgt dh ni. need to sleep. 3 papers down, 3 more to go

i need to clear my mind and focus

posted by || intan || @ 8:47:00 PM