unspoken thoughts: luahan hati

Saturday, April 21, 2007

luahan hati

yeah, sory korang. lama tglkan blog ni. emotions been up and down lately. cant focus in class. feel invisible though i'm reli busy. to-do list is still long. feel isolated at certain times. feel like crying but as kedekut as i am with my saki baki duit left dlm bank, my tears are also hard to give out. all in all, i can say that i feel incomplete..

but thx to somebody's words of wisdom, i shud feel grateful for what i am, for what i will be, for where i am now and for who my friends are. honestly, i feel that i'm always killing time doing things i shudnt be doing. but as a friend reminded me, time is not ours after all. Allah gave us this time and as humble as we should be, we should be spending it wisely. tak bole complain sana sini kata stress sbb byk kena settlekan and lacking time..

saya tak nak stress.
saya tak nak sedih.
saya tak nak gagal.
saya tak nak keseorangan.

saya nak tenang.
saya nak happy.
saya nak berjaya.
saya nak dekatkan diri kepadaMu ya Allah.

owh and saya nak masak my first bihun goreng in Dublin

my G.O.Y.A.M team, lets gegarkan bdr dublin tomorrow!

3 Comments:

At 11:04 PM , Laily Abdullah said...: jangan sedih2, jgn stresss..x bagus utk kesihatan.
buat masa ni, aku yakin ko x kan keseorangan, sbb kalo sume org tade pn, aku ade.ko buzz je aku kat ym.sure aku reply.hehehe.
GAMBATTE!
At 4:12 PM , Anonymous said...: huu.. intan.. act, aku cm alami mende same ngan ko.. skang pon xnak stress2 dah. really grateful to hav a great 'family' here.. syukur sgt.. i hope you also have it!! kite same2 jgn stress.. huu.. take care, syg ko!!
At 5:25 AM , Chibster said...: Intan, are you ok? aku pun tgh final ni, stress tu cam biasak ler... plus drama with (yet another) guy lol. You bace Yassin byk2, rilekkan otak dengan dgr lagu-lagu instrumental @ meditation... hrmmm... jage diri lek lok... *hug*