unspoken thoughts

who am i??

haish.sory people dah lama tak update.on my ears now savage gardens 'i knew i loved you' somthin soothing utk hilangkan stress.uwaaaa cek results exams hari tu.alhamdulilah pass but i cant help tgk marks org lain.bapak gile terrer semua org aku ni je cam nyawa2 ikan nih. how do they do it?dah cam tak tau nk sedapkan hati camana.people say in medicine tak semestinya pandai and score all the time.ayah kata ure not supposed to know everything masa exam tu. being a doc:its the personality and how u handle situations that matter.but tak taule.still tak sedap hati tgk results nih.cam reflect what kind of person i am.study tu ada la study.dah muhasabah diri dah nk study.dah tak nak asek pi buat retail therapy je [aka window shopping] but i dunno.dugaan hidup as a student? mungkin juga.but kalo fikir balik they are others out in worst situations than i am.our brothers and sisters in palestine perhaps.uwaaaa!! tak larat nk fikir psl results ni.dahle contribute 20% to final semester exam.hoho apa mau jadi ni?

and another thing.what do other people have that i don't? i'm not being ungrateful or anything but it seems i lack somthing in which i dun even noe.wat is it?and occasionally i sometimes feel left out eventho i noe i hav good friends beside me.i'm not saying i dun appreciate my dear frenz here but i kept asking myself 'siapala aku di sini?'.in my own little world rasa ok je hidup sorang2 but i feel there a need to share my feelings wif someone.mungkin i feel that each person here has an X factor that makes them stand out and i dont.rasa rendah diri utk share these kind of things wif them.i'm just a 'simple and go with the flow' aka boring person.ye ke? ntah.am i supposed to live wif this kinda of feeling now?

ok2.thats my rants for tonite. tak paham takpe.i just needed to express myself once in a while...

posted by || intan || @ 12:40:00 PM